Jumping In

Instead of apologizing for being gone so long, I think I'm just going to direct you to my new blog "The Experience" and jump back in on "The Struggle."

Jumping in is not as easy as it should be. Especially for me. I analyze everything...Always wondering what could have been and what will be. Seldom do I take the time to just take advantage of what IS. I really don't know why I worry and obsess over everything. Guess that means I'm not a risk taker. But I could have sworn that I took some risks in choosing my college, making friends, and establishing relationships. What makes me brave enough to take a risk on people, but not situations and experiences? That's a great question...wish I knew the answer to it....I feel like I'm talking in circles, and i think I do that a lot. Which is definitely not good for someone who plans to make her living (at least for a few years) educating people. But back to jumping in. I'm just gonna jump right in and summarize my sophomore year of college since I was so completely SLACK about blogging (I really didn't have time; honest. I SWEAR.)

So I definitely almost blogged about a couple of situations this semester. They're actually still sitting as drafts on here.

Situation Number 1 was someone I vaguely knew dropping in on my life in a HUGE way. Further complicating my life because of the unresolved issues from this summer. Well, that person went from being an acquaintance -> friend -> good friend -> eh, no comment. Let's just say he's important.

Situation Number 2 was my "trackstar" reappearing in my life and making things WAY TOO COMPLICATED. I was very conflicted, but at the end of the day, I thought of how the whole situation was just abruptly ended by him, and I couldn't let him back in like that. He'll be a friend to the end, if he wants to be. But it looks like he doesn't want to accept that. Oh well.

Those were the biggest situations that I don't think I blogged about. There are a few other interesting things that happened this past school year, but I'm sure I'll write about those later when I actually feel like thinking about them.
In any case, my summer has begun and it's definitely going to be a crazy one. That's what "The Experience" is for. I think I want to kind of chronicle the crazy, but sometimes boring life that I call my own. Eh, should be interesting....